the origins of taboo
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I met her a few years back at a party held by one of the waitresses from work. Now if you've ever hung out with restaurant people, you know we are some of the fiercest partiers around. Maybe it's all the energy that builds up watching other people enjoy themselves while we waitpeople stand around stoic and staid inside our tuxedo shirts. But meanwhile behind the solicitous smiles and the black vests, our hearts are beating out a meringue rhtythm.
So anyway it was a party. Someone had made expresso martinis; the obligatory joint was passed around.
"I heard you were a writer," the woman said as she approached. She had an exotic name, something like Sarina, though I can't specifically recall. Her clothes, too, were exotic, though her open face, and freckled cheeks were as familiar and bland as grass.
Well, yeah, I guess I am--at least by my own deluded definition. That's when she said she had a story she needed to tell me. Something I had to write.
I took another sip of my dark martini and started looking for an exit. I'd heard those kinds of stories before. Usually they involved elaborate plots for a science fiction novel or a detective story that sounded eerily like a movie I'd recently seen.
"Really?" I said, hating myself for my compulsive politeness. Couldn't I ever, just once, tell them I had so many of my own stories to tell that if I worked night and day for the rest of my life, I'd never run out?
But what really kept me from ducking away this time was Sarina's lack of preliminaries and her forthright stare. She had a story that needed to be written and I was the one who was going to do it.
"Do you believe that used clothes still have the vibrations of those who've worn them before?" she asked.
The answer was that I tried not to think about things like that too much. I mean, I'm crazy enough already. And if I accepted that, then I'd start wondering about the rooms I live in. Did they, too, possess the essence of those who once ate and slept, argued and danced in them?
No, I could not think about that. I already share my life with a bevy of ghosts as it is. Most of the time I call them my "characters".
But Sarina didn't really care how I answered. She'd already chosen me. Or rather the monkey jacket had chosen me.
Apparently, four years earlier, Sarina, who shopped only in vintage clothing stores, had come upon the mottled fur jacket, hanging on a rack. "Genuine monkey fur" the label proclaimed.
"I was so fascinated and repelled by it that I quickly left the store," she said.
She resisted the temptation to return for three days, but on the fourth day, she felt almost drawn against her will into the little shop.
The monkey jacket was now displayed in the window. Without allowing herself much thought, she told the proprietor that she would take it.
"Don't you want to see it first? Maybe try it on?" the stunned proprietor asked.
"I'm not going to wear it!" Sarina replied, aghast.
"Then it's a gift for someone," the owner said as she removed the jacket from the window and put it on the counter. She stroked the rough fur.
"Poor little monkeys."
“Yes, a gift.”
Sarina paid quickly--an exhorbitant price, far greater than what the tag had read the day before. But the young woman cloaked in layers of dead people's clothes didn't question it. See, she wasn't just buying the jacket; she was ransoming it.
"So that was four years ago?" I asked. "What did you do with it?"
"Well, nothing," she said. "I put it in a nice garment bag and stored it in my closet."
"And you've never worn it?"
"Of course not!" she said, summoning the horror she'd expressed to the woman in the shop. "I just kept it until I found the right person to give it to."
"And you think I'm--" I began, but choked on the rest of the sentence.
She was already nodding. "I want you to write about it."
"Write what exactly?" I asked. It sounded like a job for the likes of Edgar Allen Poe.
"You'll know," she said.
Fortunately, right about then, a friend pulled me away to meet someone else. I had another drink and when I looked around, Sarina had left.
But a few days later, I got a package in the mail. Even before I saw the return address, I knew who it was from. And what it was. Something in me instantly recoiled--perhaps the way Sarina had when she first spotted the jacket on the rack.
I promptly marked the package "Return to Sender," and ferried it to the post office. I then sent Sarina a note saying that I couldn't accept her extravagant gift. Nor could I write the story of the monkey jacket, because I didn't know it.
And yet somewhere inside me, I did. I knew exactly what the jacket looked like. It had a red liner and it was small enough to fit a child. Its collar was high and its fur dull, and yes, it had a slightly oily scent.
It was probably a few years ago that the story of the monkey jacket was passed to me, and I tried to say no to it. But could not. So here it is. Do with it what you will.
This is a gem, and I enjoyed reading. Your essay demonstrates so completely what good writing is all about. What impressed me most though was how well you paced the narrative from start to finish. I not only sensed the spirits of the dead monkeys that the jacket was made from, butI also experienced the essense of your writing. Thanks for visiting and commenting. . .
Intriguing post, Patry. Thanks.
Really good story; interesting and strange.
Patry, I am completely enthralled by the story of the monkey jacket. This is truly outstanding writing! You've left my mind reeling, intoxicated by possibility. Thank you!
Great story, Patry ... and an even better way to get that monkey off your back! The storytelling monkey, that is...
I truly was caught up in the writing following the narrative as if I were hearing a friend tell me as we were on a road trip. The images were marvelous and your characterization came through strongly. Thanks for a great read.
I think Edgar would be grinning with glee if he could read this. It's perfect, just a hint of some terror waiting to unfold. A suggestion that things are not as they should be and never will be again. Well done!
Thanks so much for the comments. I posted this with some trepidation...Was it too wierd? Did it fit with the spirit of the blog (if indeed the blog has a spirit)? Thus, the validation is especially appreciated.
Oh, very creepy. And a good story. I wouldn't worry about what fits. Just write. It's your party.
I wanted to say I like what you shared on Peter's blog, I am going to take a look at your writing you have a well presented web page.
Okay, I can't resist -
Patry in a Party :)
I second easywriter's comment. Edgar would have liked it.
I can't believe you didn't open the package. My curiousity would have overwhelmed me. You're very disciplined. It shows in your writing too.
Thanks for the read, I enjoyed it :)
leslee: you're right, of course. It's just a blog. That's the point. You write whatever the hell you want...But my compulsive people pleasing tendencies slip in even here. Thanks fo reminding me to check them at the gate.
Melly: Patry's Party: Maybe I should rename the blog. I like that.
easy: thanks for telling me edgar would be pleased. I love his work. Certain stories that they "made" us read in school are etched in the brain forever. That tell tale heart has been beating under my floor boards for years...But maybe I'm just too suggestible to read that kind of stuff. Just as I was too suggestible to open the box with the monkey jacket inside.
Thank you, lance lockhart, for visiting my page. Not sure what I might have said on Peter's page or even who Peter is (I'm what you might call a hitchhiker through the blogosphere. Never know where my ride may let me off.) Anyway, whatever I said, wherever, I'm glad it led you here.
I've arrived late to this post--
I love this story, Patry. It has a great pace and is wonderfully visceral. I like that.
So, do you think certain "things" retain the vibration of their past? I do. I guess without it there'd be very little story-telling.
Thanks R.D.; nice to see you back from your travels.
R.D.: Just realized I didn't answer your question. Or Sarina's.
But yes I do. I think everything around us is vibrating like mad.
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